liquorinthefront-pokerintherear:

Honestly, if I had my own car, I would be packing my stuff right now, and would have no problem whatsoever, with getting in my car and driving away, never coming back.

I’m pushing my mum further and further away from me in an attempt to keep everything to myself, I feel like a train wreck completely detached from its line. I don’t know what to do, maybe I should tell her how I feel but I know she won’t be supportive I’ve already tried to explain it once to her, leaving out the major details. I think for now I’m just going to have to keep falling deeper and deeper into my own suffering. this is not how things were supposed to be.